I don't want to work, not yet.

The earlier you start the better, but I'm not ready for this pressure. This thirst and desperation for finding a job that pays bills. I'm just a teenager who wants to chill and read a book. Why is this so hard to follow. Why can't this be something I could worry about when I'm in my late 20s. Why does university have to be something so expensive, why does travelling come with a price and why in the world was I born dumb and lazy. I'm not smart enough to secure a scholarship and I'm not hardworking enough to want to work. Is there a way out of this?